Don’t you think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you lose it, than to be just okay for your whole life?
— Audrey Niffenegger, The Time Traveler’s Wife
I think I finally know why I don’t like getting involved with someone romantically. Because when I do, I get this annoying paranoia that at any moment the person’s gonna drop me. It makes me feel weak and vulnerable, and I’m not used to that. And I know they say trust and all that but trust just doesn’t come easy with me.